Compressed!

From the first time I was born and see the world, they seems to grow smaller. When I was little, I felt like the days never ends. All the places are way too big and everything were very tall. While surrounded by lots of people, It's easy for us to be lost. We can go through under 90cm pole that's hanging above while adults can't. Go though to the small places while adults get stuck. Time's always moving, and now I feel like the world are compressed, don't you? A day feels just like a few hours. We couldn't even finish everything in just one day. It takes time to do homework and work and other more responsibility that we should do. The places that I felt very big, has come to "VERY SMALL!" I can't even fit to my old outfits. To bad, even if it's my favorite one, I still can't wore them. If I didn't notice the 90cm pole hanging above, I will tripped and fell down. The good hiding place while playing hide and seek are most likely small places that were not able to fit me anymore. There are many others. But I didn't thought of anything besides that. What about you, do you have any idea?

What a weekend?!?!?!?!?!

It's supposed to be your favorite day, isn't it? The last day of school. What do you plan for your weekends? I'm sure it's wonderful! I plan to stay at home and have some relax. But I've to attend all of my Saturday courses. In the morning, at about six something, I've to get up and prepared. Then I leave for my first course of the day at about seven thirty. It takes almost an hour to get to my Mandarin course. It lasts for two hours. I have an early lunch on the way to my next course. It takes my whole morning free time before I attend the next class, that is science and mathematics class. I'm busy with numbers and equations for one and a half hours. When I finish, I've just realized that it's been afternoon already. Luckily, I have an afternoon free time even though it's only for about half an hour to take a quick nap. When I wake up, it's time to face another wonderful class that's English. I usually feels sleepy during the class. But thank god my English teacher is exciting that make me also exited to join her lesson. I can share my feelings to her but in English spoken. Well, that's the hardest part for me because it's hard for me to communicate in English and in Bahasa as well. But she encourages me to speak in English more and more. After spending ninety minutes in English class, my suffer has't ended yet. Even though I directly go home, the traffic makes me bored. It makes my trip longer than it should be. When I arrive at home, it's already seven o'clock in the evening. It's a good timing for me to play games or watching television. While I am playing with my laptop and internet connection and other stuff, my parents seem to hate me a lot and try to bother by asking me for some favor so that I can't play. That makes me angry but still I can't just complain to them. After all they have a good reason so that my eyes won't get any worse. Haha! but they don't have all of excuses for the whole time. So that I still can play computers and stuff. But if I have homework, I must do it first until late at night so that I have more free time on Sunday. Feels like I'm getting an extra school day. What a wonderful Saturday.

Bumper???

For some reasons, it's kind of cruel that I've almost bumped my head to the doors, walls and others for more than 5 times in this past month since I started going to school again from the 2 weeks holiday. Maybe one of the reasons is that I didn't watch my steps while I was walking. Especially while I was talking to my friend, I sometimes stuck at a door because of walking and talking. Especially while we are talking over interesting things, or maybe it's because of watching cartoon that frequently bumped themselves. And it happened again yesterday. This time I wasn't bumped to the door or something but I slipped on the carpet near the gate of my school. Luckily I didn't fall down, ahahahha I was so happy until I almost bumped to the wall in front of me and said "Oh my, It's so close after all."

Changes

          You know that everyone changed, don't you? even you also could change. But make sure that you change to be a better person. Concentrate to what you're up to. Don't go through the wrong way because it's only going to ruin your life. If you're depressed, don't try to kill yourself, cause it won't just stop there. It will continue, if your body dead, so what about your soul? What you should do is just to be patient, cause somehow, if you don't go through it now, you would go through it another time. Just be tough. If someone change and only look towards your bad attitude, don't be sad and don't hate them. They were just don't recognize your positive attitude. Stay being good to them, cause in the end they would recognize your good behavior and regret what they've done towards you.